| Have replaced my outlet Just yesterday it occured to me "OH NO MY SUBCRIPTIONS" Why am I so intrigued in other people's lives? Can I find a job that pays me for interacting with other people, getting to know people and analyzing people? But yet, people frustrate me and sometimes I just want to isolate myself from society.
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| - My wonderful friends for picking me up from the airport <3 You know who you are.
- Xyryl's tea party-- because I get to see some of the MM's
- Catching up on Grey's Anatomy, talk about tear-jerkers...been an intense season
- Just doing NOTHING
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| Been writing separately from the world.
I used to like the attention.
Now, I just do not care.
It is intriguing to stand-back to see whether people will take initiative.
I have an idea where this will lead.
Starting to appreciate the company of oneself.
I just want to walk away from everything.
*humming*
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| This was suppose to be a thoughtful blog, but its turning into lost words.
I want to create meaningful thoughts and not just ones that come out because I am feeling bitter and cold.
I run to my words when I feel lost and overwhelmed.
But what becomes even more frustrating is when someone else has beat you to the punch.
If only I had refined vocabulary, where I could choose that one word to articulate one big idea.
But I am stuck between two worlds where I am not fluent enough to even express my feelings in Indonesia, but fluent enough in English yet describing the feeling only sounds like complaints.
Hopefully some day I will be able to record this all down and find myself some peace of mind.
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